So, looks like I am now 100% single again... This guy I've been sort of having a fling with lately desided that he isn't ready for anything...
Of course it's sad cause I really liked him, but I was kind of prepared for it, and things have been quite complicated lately, so a bit of it is actually a relief... Just to know where you stand at least.
So for the first time in ages, I feel like I can write about it without feeling whiny. Cause I'm not.. I'm actually feeling okay.

Guess it's just about enjoying it while it last, being single I mean ^^ I used to like it a lot before I got my bf, should be able to dig that feeling again :)

Dreaming,,,

I realised that I don't really like dreaming. Yoiu might wonder if it's because I have many nightmares or unpleasent dreams? Not really, I think my dreams are pretty neutral... I just don't like it.
I can't say exactly what it is, I just realised that for a while now, I've been slightly annoyed every day when I wake up.
Perhaps it's a question about control? That I don't like not having any influence over what happens? I don't know, I'm not a huge controlfreak, so it would be kind of strange if it is...

The truth is, I really don't know what it is. It just annoyes me. Not much, I know there isn't really anything to do about it, just a little... Enough for waking up not being something I enjoy... Perhaps I should start setting an alarm, then I won't really have time to be annoyed over dreaming...

I think I dreamt that I couldn't sleep last night. I mean, I thought I couldn't sleep, but right now, it seem kind of unreal, my memory of... Not sleeping... So perhaps it was just a dream?
Now wouldn't that be annoying?