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I was just told that my parents are getting seperated and... I have no idea hiw I feel...
I've been living on my own for a few years, so it's not something that is going to influence me greatly. They are still friends, it was a mutual decission, no one got hurt, so I guess all that is as good as it can be... And I understand it I suppose, I'm not angry, not even particularly sad... Just... Sort of empty.
It is sad I guess... I just don't feel sad...

My parents have always sort of been the couple I looked to when people were going "everyone is getting divorced these days" or "if you meet young, it's never gonna last!"... I could always say "Yes, well, it -can- work out, look at my parents, they met when my mom was 18, had their first kid when she was 21 (my dad is 2 years older, do the math), and they're still together, and have 5 kids now"...
Now that's not true anymore. It is not because I care about the image really, I couldn't care less... It's more... Will things change for me? Will I lose trust in love, in the "untill deaht do us apart"? Hopefully not. I don't think so. Right now, I feel even more determined to find the right guy and -make it work-. Forever? If it can... We'll see I guess...

I really don't know how I feel... It's not lifechanging for me in any way... It's not big drama, it's not extremely emotional... It's just... strange...